Yeah, summer is about to be boring as CRAP for me. I'm gonna have absolutely nothing to do and I'm probably gonna go pretty crazy. Yay me.

I will have no job, that is gonna be super. I can sit at home and do nothing, most likely counting the days, hours, minutes, and seconds until Walker comes back to the area. So basically June to mid July I am gonna die. Or I'm just gonna explode on someone. You do NOT want to be that someone. I don't want you to be that someone.

I need some direction. Some money would probably help with boredom but little projects can only statisfy me for a little while.

I have no girlfriend so that will keep me nice and bored too...hahaha.

I guess I could always start on a book...I've always had that in the back of mind.

I could also learn to own the bass but that doesn't interest me much. I have always been a musical person but bass is for playing REAL music I guess you could say. Strong roots in electronica and foreign music is not really helping me.

I could always learn how to totally dominate some random game like I've done most of every other summer. But meh, doesn't really interest me - very little sense of accomplishment or attachment.

Thats what I really need what I need though - someone or something I can love.